Darkness at Noon

I have trouble showing emotional honesty in a public forum. I talk feelings all the time with the people close to me, but I can't write even a remotely emotional status on Facebook or show that I'm sad about something in a big group of people. That's a bad example. Maybe more like, I tend to avoid feelings that I don't like, which is also an obvious truth. Who the hell likes feeling sad? So that's not it. If someone tries to confront me about a particular feeling they're experiencing, I will get frustrated (very quickly), announce that I don't want to talk about it, and put my hands up to signal that the conversation is over.

Jeez, and I thought I was all about feelings and emotions and being all open.